March 1992, 10th Grade | High School. Life has been meaningless. I haven’t spoken to Bill since February 25th, 10 full days. I have totally lost him as a friend. It’s like he is in France and I haven’t seen or talked to him and I have so much to tell him. We literally haven’t [...]
February 1992, 10th Grade | High School. Love for B.D.A. is dying by the minute. He called me a ‘dike’ today. He has been acting so immature and childish. It’s kind of funny - guess who called me? Mitch. I was psyched. He is so nice. I feel as though he liked me when I [...]
February 1992, 10th Grade | High School. Vacation is cool, but I miss Billy so much. Mo, Julie and Rachel are the only ones who listen and don’t complain about hearing Billy’s name - thanks guys. I want him back so much. I know he doesn’t like Dina, I know it. He has totally let [...]
February 1992, 10th Grade | High School. There is so much to tell. First I went down B.A.’s pants! It was pretty cool. Open Arms by Journey is our song. On Friday I went to Sean Notting’s, got wasted on 2 1/2 beers and broke up with Bill. Billy told me that we broke up [...]
January 1992, 10th Grade | High School. Not too much to tell. Stuff between me and B.D.A. didn’t change too much, but it did a little. I wanted to write and let you know that I love him so very much. You know you love someone when you care about their happiness more than your [...]
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January 1992, 10th Grade | High School. You know what really pisses me off — Maureen. I mean every f-ing time we talk about Billy she has to say, “Yeah he invited me over for dinner, invited me to the new mall in New Hampshire, we talked for 3 hours on the phone, he said [...]
January 1992, 10th Grade | High School.
Turn me on’s:
anywhere on my neck, my cheeks, pulling my hair back, inside of the upper part of my thigh of my leg, lying in a guys arms and him whispering sweet little things in my ear.
Perfect Dates:
1. surprise dinner on countryside watching sunset in guys arms 2. on [...]
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January 1992, 10th Grade | High School. Everything between me and Billy is so much better. Seems as though he didn’t like the term ‘going out’. It was uncomfortable for him and he certainly expressed it. Luckily we could both talk about it. He that going back to ’seeing’ each other felt much better and [...]
January 1992, 10th Grade | High School. Today is my Mom’s birthday. Things are working out better. I’m glad because I love her so much. As for B.A., it’s a little shaky. Everyday we seem to get in a little argument, I don’t get it. I never thought anything would ever come between us. Now [...]
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January 1992, 10th Grade | High School. I still love Billy. But Kim Nelson told me that she thinks I act different in front of him than with the girls. She thinks that I act more giggly with Bill and myself. She thinks that I more quiet and not myself with the girls. I’m only [...]